One persons vicious violence,
one persons savage whole,
one persons lust for savageness,
destroys another persons soul.
One person with a love of hate,
one person with a deadly sin,
A liking of the pain thats caused,
By not keeping anger in.
One persons can do endless harm,
affect a million different lives,
beating, torturing, hurting within,
brothers, sisters, and wives.
These people should not do this,
it isn't right at all,
Whenever they face punishment,
I hope to hell they fall.
Who takes upon themselves to judge?
who thinks that they know what is right?
Who is prepared to sacrifice,
their own values, for the fight?
So
Some people you can trust,
and some you can't it seems,
I trusted out with all my heart,
You ripped it at the seams.
If love was never in your heart,
why did you tell me it was so?
If someone doesn't love someone,
then that someone should go.
The other girl within your life,
the one who turned you down,
saw inside the twisted future,
saw me lying on the ground.
Discarded like a piece of waste,
thrown down onto the floor,
I couldn't get into your heart,
To me it was a locked door.
You tore my heart, my very soul,
you ruined all I thought my own,
but your only crime was ignorance,
for now, you are not going down.
You'll neve
A warrior stands strong and tall,
looking on the crowd,
of fearless, dauntless enemys,
forming a fearsome shroud,
dividing him from happiness,
and his journeys end,
with neverending conflict,
yet he'll battle to the end.
He faces down his enemys,
but fear runs through his veins,
at the thought of the unhappiness,
and neverending pains,
these people can inflict on him,
almost at their will,
and yet, in spite of all his fear,
he steps, and starts to kill.
A minor setback now he faces,
right here at the start,
of the neverending battle,
a strike against his heart,
the sinuous attack of,
one he thought he knew,
with scarcely
To Keep inside the fear and pain,
thats tearing apart your helpless brain,
to be the rock that is expected,
being there for others,
yourself neglected.
Pain and fear keep them apart,
buried in your tortured heart,
the pain inside which you ignore,
Yourself becoming agonys whore.
The pain and fear they do not see,
passing through them and into me,
into myself absorbed it is,
to save my people from agonys kiss.
What is wrong with the world today?
Why does it make me feel this way?
When things that burn inside my heart,
tear this stinking world apart,
Ilook to god and ask him why,
and all I see is endless sky.
No answers from above I gain,
and whilst i'm asking,
I get more pain,
god cannot save us at all,
or what is he waiting for?
Things are deeply wrong with me,
things that the world outside can't see,
I try to fix them, all alone,
Eternity passes 'fore its done.
Things are wrong in the world today,
this much you must admit,
If these things cannot be fixed,
Why do we exist?
Hate and pain, bred at the start,
Created in my tortured heart,
Forevermore to love in vain,
In endless rounds of hate and pain.
I hate myself for loving you,
I hate the pain you put me through,
Pain I feel from all this hate,
This cycle never can abate.
Love and pain are intertwined,
Sinuously round each other they wind,
Tangled, they'll never be apart,
The purpose of love is to break your heart.
True love I'll never find again,
There will come a time, and then,
I'll fade away, to a land of pain...
Where I'll forever love in vain.
The Darkness of your Love by willsayers2k3, literature
Literature
The Darkness of your Love
In the midst of utter darkness,
You glow with silver light,
A vision of true beauty,
and its for you I fight.
I would give my life,
This vision to preserve,
Yet it fails oh so slowly,
As does the will I serve.
When the black embraces you,
Darkness all that I have left,
I sink down in bitter pain,
I draw my final breath.
Darkness now I fight for,
Agony to preserve,
All because of you,
And the darkness of your love.
Between Shadow and Light by willsayers2k3, literature
Literature
Between Shadow and Light
I beg for forgiveness,
trembling in the night,
shuddering with horror,
at the darkness of my plight.
Forever on the fringe,
caught between the two,
the real, happy world,
and the dark beauty of you.
Everything I've made,
and everything I've done,
Have become as nothing,
for the love of one.
I journey on, but hope is lost,
I'm nevermore to see,
the light shining in the darkness,
lighting a path for me.
Let me tell you of my torment, that burns me deep beneath;
The face I show an uncaring world, it haunts me underneath.
I am truly dead you see, never more to do;
Anything thats happy, lest it all falls through.
I cannot forget, her body in my arms;
and I know she'd never, knowingly do me harm.
But now i'll pass, my judgment on my friends;
all they do is hurt me, and use me for their ends.
These people all around me, they claim to be my friends;
yet do nothing but hurt me, all for their own ends.
This girl who I thought loved me, She doesn't now its clear;
She does nothing but hurt me, and further all my fears.
Yet I love her still
I miss you every single day,
In every single way.
I've never even touched you,
Yet you touch me every day.
You touch me with your tenderness,
softly as the snow.
You touch me when you say you'll care,
whatever I may do.
Though you touch me in these ways,
still I cannot see.
Why you love and care so much,
for someone who's like me.
I love you back with deepest love,
that has ever been.
I care for you with deepest care,
the world has ever seen.
I am wandering, in a world, I do not understand,
With nobody near or far, to take me by the hand.
I have no-one to guide me, no-one to lead me through,
the empty pit of torments, that is so normal to you.
The conversations all around me, I cannot comprehend,
I feel like, in all the world, I have no special friend.
The people all about me, they mock and taunt me so,
why can they not understand, the hell im going through.
But all torments must pass with time, and all things they must end,
and so I know, some wondrous day, I'll find my special friend.
Some wondrous day, a while ago, I met my special friend,
and I know, I will stick by
The sea moves on the shore, back and forth, endlessly,
Like the sorrows, in my life, that will always torment me.
Sometimes they recede, and happiness takes my heart,
But then they come back, relentlessly, and tear it all apart.
These troubles that plague my empty soul, are legion, that is true,
and only one person can stop them, my love, that is you.
I have felt many things, in this life of mine,
But nothing quite compares, to what I feel this time.
Empty, burning, torment, a neverending wave,
of everything thats anything that I failed have.
I don't understand anything, I dont think I can see,
yet when I interpret anything, its all hatred for me.
All these people near me, they claim to be my friends,
yet do nothing but hurt me, they will be my end.
All the people closest, to me in times of need,
are the ones that hurt me most, whenever my soul bleeds.
This torment I can feel, it boils underneath,
even when im happiest, the torment sleeps beneath.
There's no reason for the torm
Everythings my fault, thats how it seems to be,
Everyone and everybody blames everything on me.
Everytime I make a comment, or observation true,
It comes back as an evil thing, from me to them to you.
Everytime I have a thought, and comment to a friend,
it comes back as trouble-making, will this never end?
"To war! My pen is as my sword!" said he,
as he looked upon,
the advancing battalions,
of figures, notes, and sums.
"I will triumph and win all!" said he,
my enemies, are carelessness, and boredom!
"I WILL triumph over all" said he,
"to be what I want to be" said he.
A thousand different, funny things,
fill these days of mine,
but all I really want is you,
to be with me, this lonely time.
Though I may speak of different people,
different deeds and words,
whenever you are not involved,
in my heart it hurts.
Whenever i'm around you,
my happiness is true,
and whenever you're far away,
my heart it longs for you.
So 'though I speak of many people,
many deeds and words,
you are, by far, the most important,
when you're not there it hurts.
The gate stands blowing in the wind,
Red and painted bright.
The flowers blooming all around it,
Yellow, and pink, and White.
The children play beyond the gate,
on swings and lark about.
THe mother watches, carefully,
then darts forwards, "Look out"
She cries as girl so young attempts,
to climb a tree.
The limb it bends beneath her weight,
the bough it does break free.
The girl she falls, with scarce a cry,
to the ground below.
The mother kneels, by her side,
looking on the bow,
Of the girl so young who fell unto,
the ground as deadly as a knife.
The mother lifts the broken body,
of her hope, her life.
A young boy walks, u
Perfection is impossible, many people say,
but I have found a perfect girl, perfection my way.
Absolute perfection, may never be attained,
but perfection in my eyes is her, and her I would not change.
Although she may have many flaws, her I would not change at all,
for her flaws are part of her perfection, they do not mar her whole.
I'd give my body, soul, and mind, for to be with her,
but with her I may never be, because perfection hurts.
Would you capture it with your camera?
That fleeting moment after goodbye
It haunts like a ghost
Lingers with you and your shadow
Mental pictures stored with safety
Dare to break the thresh floor
Would you dare to cry?
Let them see that something in your eye
Care to hug and dance
Pass the time
Before the soldiers pass on
From here to there
What will they remember?
Time changes many things
Meeting again is indefinite
Both marching to a different drum
Shall your next hello
Resort to another hard goodbye
Dare to reminisce?
Unravel the hardbound book
Reflection is inevitable
Where were you?
Where are you now?
Will you reme
Promises, Promises by cuzinittisachick87, literature
Literature
Promises, Promises
Go ahead and humble me,
If you ever feel the need.
Take my broken heart apart
And leave me here to bleed.
Don't worry, I'll take care of you
If ever you are weak.
Although I may be dying here,
Your present is still bleak.
You could rant the whole day long
How I should talk to you,
But there is never telling how
My words you may construe.
Jump to conclusions, Presuppose,
Put words into my head.
Offer me a gloomy cell
And little more than bread.
I'll still be here when you get back,
In case you're ever down.
Cause I will never make you feel
How I do when you're around.
Blood splatters the paper,
As i write this down.
No one can hear me crying,
Theres no one ever around.
Tears fall freely like a running stream,
From my swollen eyes.
Im so close to taking one last breath,
I dont want to hear anymore lies.
I dont want to die,
But im not afraid of the end.
Im giving myself one last chance,
Im looking for a friend.
A friend to understand,
To know what im going through.
Someone to hear when i say no one wants me,
And reply, i need you.
What happens tomorrow,
If i survive tonight?
Will my pain just float away,
Will i have spirit left to fight?
Ive been lost and broken for so long,
Im used to t
the middle of darkness,
upon black grass you stand,
twirling and dancing,
to your one man band.
whispering often,
and laughing so slow,
you turn and you fall,
into madness below.
strangely delighted,
you smile with glee,
whilst laughin and humming,
you voice set me free.
into dreams of mine you fell,
to introduce me to you,
you showed me a world,
that no one else knew.
the strangness forbid me,
from coming to near,
but why did you stop me,
from weeping a tear?
you said do not hurt,
the ground below,
if you think its just ground,
theres alot you dont know.
you smiled so sweetly,
but madness i saw,
a madness i knew,
i
reach out to my throat,
and poise with your knife,
leave nothing to remind me,
of a once broken life,
devoured by demons,
and lost within dreams,
nothing i once knew,
will be as it seems.
death just a memory,
locked with the past,
prayers to realease it,
are not answered fast,
so give death its bail,
for it to once again learn,
not all of its victims,
die without yearn.
my friends are all ghosts,
so i shall lose none,
and ill retreat all the battles,
yet to be won,
my enemy shall mourn,
in tempting devastation,
and hide behind facades of,
mournfull desperation.
they secretly smile,
the actors so renowned,
for pretend
Somewhere in the world
There's someone, who loves you,
Somewhere in the world
There's someone, who needs you,
Somewhere in the world
There's someone, looking for you.
Somewhere is a big place,
I sometimes wish upon a star
That's someone somewhere,
Whoever and where ever you are
Would knock on my door
And tell me there
That im adored.
Could you not hear me?
When I shouted you name
Could you not see me?
When I walked past
Again and again.
Someone somewhere
Is looking for me,
Im here right now
Looking for you.
Nightmask
this is it this is now
no more waiting anymore
if you havent found it
it will never come
this is it this is now
the world is done
gunna leave you behind now
never saw it comeing?
you fucking lie
this is it this is now
they all will aim to split your spine
instant death
instand paridise
they made you lonely
and you returned the favor
shot out your brains
this is it this is now
tough shit if your behind
this was supposed to be the time
the revolution is comeing
and its time to fry
so go ahead and fucking cry
no more waiting
it will never come
this is it this is now
and now its done...
In darkness I walk through inferno each day
Into the endless grey
I see no one who can help me
And strip me of this pain
In shadows I hide deep inside
Forever am ashamed
Crying eyes are dead behind
Will never be the same
Blinded by forsaken skies
The rain it calls my name
The clouds above are pouring down
With whispers of our reign
The trail of tears upon your face
The scent still remains
Forgotten times in mourning I lie
None shall stay
The winds that change are not to blame
Its all been in vain
Tears that bled from your veins
Are frozen in the rain
The crimson lines upon your flesh
Will heal like the rest
But scars sha
Memoirs of an Invisible Girl by cuzinittisachick87, literature
Literature
Memoirs of an Invisible Girl
There lived an invisible girl
In a world of colorful people.
No one saw her, or ever heard her;
No one even knew she was there.
The girl lived alone in a nightmarish place,
A darkening hole in her mind.
A place where monsters weren't beaten,
Where the demons could never be slain.
Invisible gray with tinges of black--
A place where the walls held her in.
She cried so many invisible tears,
No person alone could count them.
With cloudy eyes, she looked at the world
And drank in beauty and light,
Hoping one day to be like them,
For her forgotten prayers to be answered.
This girl was, in fact, so invisible,
Often she forgot hers
Hate and pain, bred at the start,
Created in my tortured heart,
Forevermore to love in vain,
In endless rounds of hate and pain.
I hate myself for loving you,
I hate the pain you put me through,
Pain I feel from all this hate,
This cycle never can abate.
Love and pain are intertwined,
Sinuously round each other they wind,
Tangled, they'll never be apart,
The purpose of love is to break your heart.
True love I'll never find again,
There will come a time, and then,
I'll fade away, to a land of pain...
Where I'll forever love in vain.
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